Friday, May 22, 2009

A few things
1) Mike and I DID make it to 6 Flags yesterday...a week and a day late. But we made it. I also discovered that roller coasters aren't as fun as they used to be. And Mike and I are terrible at doing things that involve walking.

2) I've had butterflies/anxiety/an upset stomach for going on three days now. There's drama between Mike's family, My family, and Mike's bro's girlfriend (who also happens to by my sisters best friend and roommate). I'm not going to get into the details here, but Mike and I are stuck in the middle of it. Maybe I'll write a private post about this later. Because I need to sort it out somewhere. It's SO messy. And I need to have an awkward phone convo or two to kind of smooth things over. At least until the wedding is over.

This drama started a couple of weekends ago, and won't end. A week before the wedding, and I'm starting to lose my shit. The thought of having everyone in one room for the rehearsal dinner is giving me panic attacks.

3) My bachelorette party is this weekend. And while I AM excited and it's going to be amazingly fun,, I'm losing my shit about the impending hangover. If I haven't written it here, I am basically allergic to alcohol (though it has never been confirmed by a Dr.). I had two beers last night (I'm training for the b-party) and I woke up with a headache. The last time I got drunk - I had 5 beers - I puked for 6 hours. I don't drink regularly because of this. The hangover isn't worth it. The thought of the headache, the shaking, and the puking has turned me into a ball of anxiety.

4) I get into work and there's a note from my coworker (I was out yesterday) that my boss was ticked that I didn't send something out. However, I didn't send it out because I've been the only person in the office all week, and I needed a sales manager's signature. The soonest I could have been sent was Thursday, and I thought that went without saying. So, now I have to deal with my boss' wrath. And I promise my reasoning won't be good enough.

OMFG, I am so anxious. I can't get over it. I'm freaking out. Like shaking. Almost in tears.


  1. Ashley girl! I am so sorry to hear you going through all this shit when you should be enjoying the upcoming marriage!

    Hope that everything sorts out ok!

  2. Yay!!!!!! Happy B'day to you too Ashley!!

    *doing a happy dance*

    Found someone with the same b'day!!

  3. Oh BTW... Congratulations!!!

    Forgot to wish you *facepalm*



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