Thursday, April 16, 2009
It's not easy being green.
I'm feeling greenish.
This week has gone by at an alarming rate...which is awesome. It's been a terrible week - full of stress and anxiety and reprimands. My boss was on the warpath - which made me more anxious to get a new job.
I applied for a position at the community college. The New Student Enrollment Specialist. It seems to combine the work I do now (data entry, database and information management, administrative stuff) with higher education, which I've done in the past. It also reduces my commute by like 2 hours. And has better benefits! And more vacation!
Now, if I don't get this job, I may very well have a mental breakdown, because I won't know what to do next. This job seems like it is a perfect fit. But I don't want to jinx it.
They don't start reviewing applications until 4/20/09. Not soon enough.
The wedding is no longer creeping up on me, but sprinting full speed. And to be honest, I'm not all that unprepared. With the exception of my hair. I just don't know what I'm going to do about my hair.
I wish I knew where I wanted to go with this blog. It feel so...boring. So sloppy.
There are so many out there that either chronicle exciting social lives, or document recipes and cooking techniques, or share cool craft ideas, or invite us to read about a weight-loss journey. And they are interesting. Mine is...blah. Sort of like my life at the moment.
Truly. I have a wedding coming up. Big deal. My job hurts my heart because I want so much more, but don't know where to find it. I live with my parents in an Illinois suburb. And I don't generally share much about my relationship, good or bad, because I feel like that's private. That's Mine.
Right now! I am stagnant. I am stuck in a silly rut, and I feel like I will soon get out of it. Unfortunately I don't know how soon. Bear with me. I'll get interesting soon enough. Swear.
at 9:36 PM